Saturday, August 8, 2009

Interesting Findings

I was checking on the internet about blood clot in the brain. Then suddenly under the similiar condition, there was depression. So I clicked onto it, because I'm a depressed person myself... According to,

Symptoms of depression are:
  • General depression
  • Sadness
  • Lack of energy
  • Lowered mood
  • Hopelessness
  • Difficulty with concentration
  • Difficulty making decisions
  • Anxiety
  • Sleeping too much
  • Insomnia
  • Loss of interest in sex
  • Change of appetite
  • Loss of interest in work
  • Severe depression
  • Suicidal thoughts
  • Anorexia
  • Agitation

I have 11 or 12 symptoms out of the above mentioned 17. What an interesting finding before I head to bed.

If you suspect this condition:
Seek treatment as soon as possible. Depression is a medical illness just like any other, and there is no reason to suffer from it. If you have suicidal thoughts, you need immediate emergency treatment -- it may be life-threatening!

Ok. I'm supposed to online to check my mail because I forgotten the venue for tomorrow's Famine30 training. Sigh. I enjoy the meetings, but General Meeting 3 times a week is CRAZY! Ok, maybe I'm really giving a thought to quit. People start to complain me being too busy d. I also din expect it'll turn out this way. Sorry for all the inconveniences caused. Sigh.... The saddest case would be, on my birthday, I have class from 8am til 6.30pm. And then I will be having my COS weekly Games Group meeting at night. Won't be home in time to celebrate my birthday with family members. Even on the 17th nite also cannot celebrate because I have a goddamn COS General Meeting. Hopefully no meetings during the day. YEC food carnival on 19th Aug somemore. So there's only Monday (day time), Thursday (day time) and Friday(full day) free.

Vin also dulan because I'm too busy to celebrate my birthday with him :( Since he wanna belanja me lunch, but I don't know what to eat. He said no more Sushi Zanmai. And he so damn choosy with food. Sigh... Give me headache on what and where to eat. I'm supposed to go to Dessert's Bar with him tomorrow because they are giving 50% off the menu!! Dammit... And Famine 30 training has to be tomorrow, and written in email.. attendance is COMPULSORY. He damn fed up of me having meetings when he wanna go out with me. I feel awfully bad and sorry to everyone now.