又开始感觉生活过得非常无意义。在家，不是看电视，就是上网或睡觉。明明已经决定放学回家要好好地休息然后努力读书。一直以来我的毅力都很弱。要执行大事都很困难。可能想反正再怎样努力也不会有所改变。可能我必须找点东西来充实一下自己。可能找工来做做会让自己觉得比较有用。很多很多的可能，究竟要多少的可能才会让自己活起来？

For the first time, me and my brothers and mum went to Summit USJ for the very first time. Mum's fren, Aunt Lily, whom I also known since kindergarten. She was a very pretty girl back then, working as a florist not far from my house. Then she was lucky to marry a rich husband who loved her and they moved to Dubai and stayed there for many years before settling here for good. Now she had 3 kids. Staying in Kota Kemuning. Two of my baby rabbits were given to her. I wonder how are they right now. Supposed to meet at Sunway Pyramid but cos Aunt Lily attended a seminar and finished early, she called my mum and mum din answer her call. So Aunt Lily wasn't sure if we were going to meet her. So she missed the turn to go Sunway and ended up in Summit.

Me and my brothers were spending/wasting time in the arcade. Kok Jin spent most of his time and money on Initial D. Me and Kok Leong were just trying out the other games they have there. First we played Rock Fever 3.5. Dammit! Coz Kok Leong put the token in and I dunno wat happened, he landed up with normal mode. I just put token and play as player 2. So we played miserably. Reasons being we have not touched the machine since many years ago. And we usually play the easy mode. Wuwu.... For nothing I wasted one token there. Then after tht just play the driving game, coz I played manual and the car skid so often that I couldn't play, I guess I choose the wrong track to race on. Then played photo hunt. Suck big time. Oh well.

So we ended up spending at least RM30 playing Time Crisis 3 =.= It was so addictive. I think it was nice playing with it because instead of two players squeezing into one screen and play, this actually had a separate screen for each players. So we were quite determine to play til the end of the game. Landed ourselves on the 6th spot among the other players. So sad... Couldn't even reach 1m score.

Currently watching an anime with music element. The school has two departments - music and ordinary. The music students so lanci >"< and are bullies to the ordinary students. Grrr!! Oh, the anime is also showing in Animax. Erm, the title is quite long and it's in French, La corda d'oro primo passo. Maybe I will find the comic to read. Hmm!