I would like to be a bad-ass girl for a day. Do things that I usually refrain myself from doing because of moral reasons, family reasons. Vandalism could be fun? Make prank calls, ring people's door bells, scratch their cars, break their glasses, steal stuff from shops ...

22 years old this year, by right, it sounded almost like a person can do anything. The fact is that despite being a 22 years old person, I don't feel like an adult. Just a little girl trapped inside a grown up body. Commitments? Responsibilities? Everything is bound by it. Sometimes, they kill the fun in us. We forget our fun side.

I hated growing up. I hated my parents throughout my high school years. Hated mum for scolding me without reasons. Scolded me because I had pimples. Scolded me because a male classmate called the house to ask for homework, thinking the fella wanted to court me ="= Scolded me if I do not take up tuition classes. Scolded me if I got too close to guys.

Reasons:

• Cannot date (until now, at least finished my studies)
• Guys will rape me if I'm the only girl with them
• Guys will take advantage
• I'll get raped
• I'll get raped
• I'll get raped
• I'll become sad and heartbroken
• Will affect my studies if one of the party is still sad over the break up
• Puppy love, no serious and long lasting relationship
• I'll get cheated
• Not safe to hang out with guys because they are evil
• I'll still get raped

Maybe it's for my own good. Tuition was only wasting money since I ended up studying on my own without relying on tuition.

Anyways, Mr Lye's wife thought of sending their kid to Chong Hwa to study. I think I just kinda lan suk with him =.=" I think he used to stay near Ms. Eileen since he said he used to stay at 21/2 miles, then moved to Kepong Manjalara. That's why he chose to teach in HELP coz that's the nearest college.

So sad.... This week is the last week of lectures. Won't be able to attend anymore of Mr Kishen's class..... sob sob sob sob... SOB...

Grown ups are just big kids. Hate them. Makes me think twice of having a family of my own next time. Or I should just live with my Handsome. Feel like moving out of the house and live somewhere far away from them. Or maybe I should just lock myself up in the room and isolate myself from them?

CNY eve is exactly a week away from today~ Feels like time is running short @@" Feelin kinda fed up since I have to do a group assignment. Now I'm wondering what else to add into the assignment. Somemore have to spend the holiday studying for finals, which I think it will not affect me in any way because I don't really spend CNY anyway. Just sit at home and laze around. Now I'm thinking how to spend my sem break.

And most likely not gonna go to Australia anymore. So we'll probably just have a small trip back in the country. Maybe won't be able to go to Taiwan at the end of the year too. Sigh. Another sad thing is that, won't be able to attend Mr Kishen's class anymore SOB!!! My favourite lecturer after Mr Alex and Steven Toh ~.~"

Mr Lye now recognises my name =____=" I also dunno whether it's a good thing or bad thing. During mid-term he looked at me when he has nothing else better to do. Even when he had phone calls, he would stand outside the door and peep inside, and also look at me zzz (maybe because I sat at the 1st row). Then during tutorial class, while we were doing the exercises, he came and ask me why we sat behind =.=" Asked whether we could see the white board or not (actually only I can see, Pk and Ks can't). We were late for class because we had lunch at Miharja, Cheras. Lols~

On A Saturday Morning

To begin with, my cousin brother came to crash at my crib for a few days =_= He was somewhat the black sheep of the family, but my dad sayang him a lot. He informed me on a Thursday afternoon that he would be staying for 3 to 4 days. Told Kok Leong, he was furious. Then he told my mum. Yes, everyone is upset that my cousin bro (who is my neighbor at my new house) who is staying as near as Selayang also wanna come to our house to stay. And now that he's also sick, we're quite concerned that his virus will fill the air. And for your information, he opted to sleep on the couch at nite.

So today morning, at 7.30am my cousin sms-ed me whether I would wanna go for Bak Kut Teh breakfast or not. It was located at Kepong. And I was the driver. I slept about 3am last night, was quite relunctant to wake up, but already nobody layan-ing him at home, so me and Kok Jin just accompany him for breakfast. The first time waking up this early on a non-schooling day (after for many many many months). I couldn't tahan my car so dirty, so I even filled petrol, send for car wash and checked the tyre pressure.

Come home d, online lo (although I'm supposed to get my room all cleared up). Planning to watch Ip Man with Kok Jin asap before the movie is out. I hardly watch movies mind you. Only just recently I started hanging out at the theaters again. Now only noticed I've been watching movie with guys. Mostly with Jin because Eong refused to watch with me when Jin is around, watched once with Jung, twice with Vince. Luckily I have a brother who 'loves' me so much, LOL~ Jin wanna watch 'They Wait' also @@" After Ip Man first la.... then can continue to shop for new year clothes~

My leg numb d @@" tata~

I've got another 1400 words to go for assignment.... Just yesterday it was only 200 words. First time doing so much research. I think I don't hate news that much anymore. Maybe because it's not really a business news @@? And the assignment total word count would be 2000 words. 2 questions - 1500 words and 500 words. Hopefully nobody's gonna write my topic of the market gap.

Happy Birthday Khai Shein!

It's almost new year eve!!! Omg omg... I guess I'll go write some new year resolutions for 2009. Wakakaka~ And hopefully the comics I wanted are out in 2009~

Probably after my assignment I'll catch another movie with Jin. And I want my hair to grow longer faster!

A warning letter to U

You - I mean you. YES you.

Stop assuming things about me already as if you knew.

Let it go already.

Thanks.

你嫌我对你不够冷淡？

Overnite Idol ?

If you noticed, it's our very own Mr Chong Jin Yip~
(Sorry for the bad pic)

Merry Christmas?

I don't feel the Xmas spirit. Everybody's out going countdowns, dinner, movie, pubs. As usual I sit at home. In front of the computer. And had a long chat with a chap from my form 5 class. It's odd that I usually do not hang out with the famous people in my class, instead I hung out with those who are usually being anti by most of the students. Probably because I'm also invisible to most of the people in class.

Result's out. And well, it was okay I guess. Damn lucky I passed the stupid Investment paper~ wee~~~ At least I don't have to see another goddamn AE for now. Hopefully this sem I'll have better results for Financial Reporting. Later Mr Lye dulan me XD

Turned out that the people whom I know who took Wong Wai's Acc203 (mostly) failed or got AE. Amanda got an F, Ks and Pk and Jing Yann F also, Su Tze got an AE. And I heard that Wong Wai is no longer teaching anymore. So it's gonna be hard to appeal since that Wong Wai is not here. I still feel lucky for being able to pass Shenba's Acc203. Or I could be one of those victims.

I feel like assignment is gonna due anytime soon, and I'm still not able to finish reading the stuff that I found for research material. V lend me this "100 Ways to Motivate Youself" by Steve Chandler. I'm not sure it'll have any effect on me after I'm done reading it. Some are interesting, some not so entertaining... LOLs.... I guess my English is bad after all~

Anyways... Merry Xmas people~ I feel so sleepy... Still have class tmr. Sigh. Dreadful.

I think, the conclusion for myself is that - I'm a super boring person.