Friday, October 3, 2008

Jrock craze

Have the urge to dye my hair~ ~ And after watching some Jrock videos, omg~ I love their outfits, the jacket, the shoes, the hair style.. omg omg~ Maybe when I have the free time I'll go to the Lala-Land - Sungai Wang and hunt down those clothes~ The oversized sweater Gackt wore in his live performance for the song "Last Song".... so cute XD XD XD The whole set of outfit tht Miyavi wore in his "Are You Ready To Rock" PV... the shoes~~~~ I want one! The jacket~~~ I must have it ~.~ I think I went crazy d... @.@




This is a video of Gackt... damn cute.. and funny XD Have to watch it for urself. Please do wait patiently ^^ Lately the streamyx line is getting more terrible... teruk teruk.. play game halfway also get DC and got death penalty because of it :(

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Midterm is over for me, and I did badly in the paper again! Oh sigh, I was very careless this time. My time management was bad. Crap! I wonder if I'm ever gonna pass this paper. No eyes see T.T If there was another 20mins time, I think I would be able to finish the paper on time, and probably score some better "lookable" (看得见人) This sem's paper was a lot more easier compared to last sem's. Double crap! Ah well, this week is CSU revision week, a week of for HUC students!

Gosh, September is almost gone now and I'll be busy with my FIN204 assignment again! Due on 11th October I think :S And then my baby Handsome and Angel will be a year old! Happy birthday rabbits! Goddamn Bobo hitting puberty, so he kept humping on my legs =_=" Great playing hide-and-seek with him~ Me and Kok Leong went into hiding behind the curtains and kept teasing him and calling his name, just to confuse him~ Bobo is so cute XD and stupid ="=

Argh! Now only I remembered that I've forgotten to hand in the Trekathon forms! Triple crap ="= I wonder if I could ask someone to do it for me first XD Probably next week then.

I'm loving Relakkuma~ XD








Goodnite~

Sunday, September 14, 2008

无题作文

身上只带着六百四十五人民币,不知道要向哪儿前进。在这陌生地带里徘徊了一段时间,终于鼓起了勇气,向四周围打听打听,再挑选一个听起来好像还很不错的地方,进行我的“寻找自我”计划。不管去到什么地方都好,只要离开着伤心地,就足够了。

在途中,我想起了我的家人,我的朋友们。他们会发现我已经离开了吗?是否知道了过后,会把我找出来?他们会紧张吗?还是,我对他们来说,是没有意义的?我不算是什么大人物,就算失踪了也不见得会怎么样。你,会来找我吗?不仅的想起你那毫无表情的脸孔,心里的感受犹如刀割地疼。不抱着任何的期望,只希望,到了目的地,能重新来过,把以前窝囊的自己给遗弃。

这笔钱,也无法让我过得很舒适。区区的那么六百块,能用得多久?生活水平总是在进步着,日常用品都一天比一天更贵。只好暂时找个工,尽快赚取房租的钱。什么工好呢?其实,我一点都不介意,只要不牵涉到犯法的,我一一都能尝试去做。也许,在这期间,我也能找到我的人生目标,能寻找我的梦想,打拼我的天地。

但是,尽管想得多么美好,这只是个梦,一个很遥远的梦。双手再怎样伸展出去,都无法捉到的梦。

14 Sept 2008

Time flies, and it's already mid sem. Nothing productive is done. Spent the last 2 weeks gaming, seems like I've got bitten by the gaming bug. Haven't been addictive to online games since, hmm.. the RO era and O2Jam era..

Today youtube-d Raymond Lam Fung, found some clips of people playing the songs on piano! Makes me feel like learning back my piano.. wuwu... To learn or not to learn? I'm such a lazy person, sigh, probably the teacher will be mad at me for either not practicing or not doing theory. I'm still keeping my nails, but not used to it since it became harder for me to sms. But I need my right nails for me to play guitar, left nails should be kept short for easy chord pressing. Shall get a black nail polish these days~ ohoohoo...

Oh well, there's nothing much to report. Been sleeping late and waking up late lately. Seems like I'm halfway to semi-suicide. Dunno wat the hell I'm talking. Gotta remind myself to get the Hep B 2nd jap. Goodnite people~

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Random Post

I love words, more than numbers. Numerical stuff gives me a headache. I hated numbers, but I'm bound to it. The more I hated it, the more it came to haunt me. Believe me, I would rather throw away my calculator or exchange it for a few calligraphy brushes and play with the ink and write nonsense. I keep telling myself I do not want to be an accountant. Despite doing so, I always have job vacancies sent to my email from Jobstreet and another which I've forgotten. Even a simple admin assistant would have to do some accounting work. Dammit! Just like I said. The more I tried to escape, the more they come after me. I won't embrace numbers.

Life is dull here, no doubt. I'm trying to fill my time up. The much anticipated Japanese class, I still haven't inquired anything nor to have the guts to turn in and go up. I had always wanted to turn in, I was just at that lane where I could have just turned in. Oh sigh... I was quite happy the other day because I finally found the HELP Dodgeball Club contacts. The Mister Potato Dodgeball tournament was held @ 1U last Saturday. I had my guitar replacement class at 2.30pm til 3.30pm.

Times Bookshop @ Hartamas Shopping Centre was having a stock clearance sale til 1st Sept. Me and my mum went a few times. And we never seem to get bored of just staring and browsing through the old books. Kok Jin, on the other hand, was kinda frustrated and kept complaining to me that he wanted to go home faster because it was boring to him. He kept wondering why we never seem to get bored despite coming several times to the same book fair.

It might seemed a little odd, but I bought books on 'Test taking secrets' and 'How to Study, 6th ed.' Sounds like I'm desperately trying to find ways on how to improve my studies. But it turned out to be somewhat like the study skills subject I had in foundation. But I'll still read them anyways. Maybe I'll be able to discover something which I do not know... yet! Even had tips for cramming, LOLs!

Today I found out that, our damn degree cert doesn't include Year 1's CGPA. Darn it! I have 2 Bs there! Since now the deal is that all year 3 and 5 best year 2 subjects would be taken into the computation of CGPA, I only have 1 B and another 4 C+ or C subjects to account for in year 2. I'm starting to fear year 3 subjects. And I can see that Accounting Theory, again, taught by Michelle Phang (sigh!) is so boring! And the text are hard to understand. I hate history. I hate numbers. And this is a combination of both. All I can say is... DARN IT!

I'm keeping my fingernails long for the past 2 weeks? I'm quite aware of what harm it could bring me. 2 attempts of this has traumatised me a little bit. Remember my broken nail? Sign.. I even purposely put the transparent nail polish just so that it makes my nails harder and less vulnerable. I'm feeling hungry now =_= But I mustn't eat!

A greedy person can't get a lot of things done. I think I'm one. A lazy person can't accomplish anything. I think I'm categorized under this. Sometimes, I wished I was in a language school or something. I would rather learn Bahasa Malaysia if I have to. Want me to write essays? I'm glad to, although it could fry my brain. I'm still angry at UiTM for being such a racist public uni. Allowing a small quota of non-Malays to enter their goddamn uni will make such a fuss until they had to have a protest! Argh! Who needs them anyway? If we can accept non-Chinese to study in an independent Chinese school, then why can't they allow non-Malays to get into their stupid uni? Closed-minded.

I feel like getting a part-time job too. But I dun think my dad would allow. And I dun think I would have the heart to carry on with my studies either. Already I'm half-hearted in my studies. I expect myself to fail more in the future. I doubt I can graduate next year. After all, I'm not gonna be some big shot in the future. Oh, but I read in Hannah Tan's website, that she would want volunteers for some event. I'm not sure of the job scope but it's gonna be in September.. or October =_=" Sports carnival is finally on (soon)! I'm interested in the volleyball one, but... :( I'll shall just forfeit that. I shall wait for the bowling one instead! Wahahaha... I don't think I play very badly in that =_=" Maybe except that I do not strike that pose while err... releasing the ball? LOLs....

Thursday, August 21, 2008

20th August 2008

Avril Lavinge's Asia - Kuala Lumpur Tour, banned by the PAS Youth, and not supported by the Culture minister. Well, it's not like I cared about Avril's concert. Because of them... no other international artiste would wanna come over to Malaysia and perform =__= What is so sexy about it? No jumping in a ROCK concert? OMG! Puh-lees la.... Jumping is good ok! At least you exercise a bit after standing/sitting a couple of hours there just listening. This is called INTERACTION... stupid =_=" No kissing on stage =.= Damn speechless...

I probably should start planning to save more money... So maybe I'm crazy enough to fly over to some country and catch my fav j-rock groups perform... If I ever have that $$$....

I heard from my guitar teacher than in Germany, the children are taught to respect each and every race/religion in the world. This education system starts off with the kids in Kindergarten. If a German is being caught for being racist, he would be fined! My brother Kok Jin gets picked on once in a while by those stupid Malay students. The absurd thing is that my guitar teacher's children who are studying in Hartamas Secondary School, the Malays told them that because they are non-Muslims, they are deemed to be 'HARAM', so they cannot mix with them...?!!! And I thought Hartamas WAS supposed to be some high class place, and their mindsets should be well, at least, better than the average/poor class. So what if you're god damn rich? What sort of parents are these? To teach their children that they cannot mix with non-Muslims coz they are 'haram'???? They say we are pork eaters, thus we are 'dirty'.

My guitar teacher did not understand the education system here in Malaysia because although he's a fellow Malaysian citizen like me and you.. But he has been spending at least half his life in foreign countries like the European countries. He never knew that Malaysians nowadays (referring to the youngsters) are so racist. He was actually quite shocked to hear the story from me and my brother. He said that if the UN finds out about it, UN has the power to influence other countries to not trade with Malaysia - embargo. We should be patriotic towards country, that's not wrong. But, being a real patriot should not blindly follow wat the government says. Because you want your country to be a better place, not flushing down the drain.

My own updates... Hmm... I'm one of the volunteered group leaders for Famine 30, so I wont be joining as a participant/camper. Adeline (remember the one from foundation?) is also one of the group leaders... for CHINESE camp. I wanted to be in English but, ah well, wat the heck... I dun really mind. Experience is more important. Seems that they lack of group leaders. Swee Boon is also in charge of the Chinese camp. It was quite weird to hear ppl who usually converse in English, now giving presentations in Chinese. I wonder if certs are given to group leaders? I made some friends, like Li Fang from ktar, Rachael from Psyche Dept. Most of the committees were from Psyche Dept. Amanda is going for a trip, so she wont be joining the camp. Awh... Even some couples whom I've seen since in foundation are still standing strong like Chi Lian (sounds like Chi Lam oh~ wahahahha) and Yee Mun (not sure if this is the name.. wahahaha... =.=")

Mr Gooi (FIN204) has decided to extent our assignment deadline because he hasn't finished the assignment areas =_=" And as for MA2... sigh... I've finished one essay questions, another doing about nearly 50%.. Calculations... =_= i think is roughly about 50% also la... but haven't keyed in yet.

Kok Jin's playing Devil May Cry 4... Dante is damn dramatic =_= Espeically the part where he and Agnus were like reciting poetries. Agnus held a skeleton head like Shakespeare. LOL~ Look at the time~ It's late~ Goodnite!

The funniest thing that my brother told me was, his secondary school, SMK DIY (formerly known as Batu 5), was the BEST school in the Sentul zone in 2007. What a big joke! And this year, was selected as... the 2nd.... WORST school in the Sentul zone. Serves them right! It was a lousy school from the start. And all thanks to the so-called smart and dutiful headmistress who has officially retired!

Monday, August 4, 2008

4th August 2008

The MA2 result is out today. Like what I've expected, I got an F for it. My plan of retaking Financial Reporting may be going down the drain after several assumptions in calculating the possible CGPA results I might get. The big problem is that I'm not quite sure how the office calculates my CGPA. Coz it was different from what I counted last sem. The letter won't be arriving any soon, so I dunno what's my current average. Goddammit...

Watched the Asia MTV Awards last night. It's odd that the Favorite Artist in Japan is not included. It had Malaysia, Taiwan, Singapore, Thailand, Korea, Philippines, Hong Kong, but no Japan?! Or I could have been outdated by the fact that it was never included because I did not watch the previous years of the award. I could say that the winners was easy to guess. Let's say Taiwan category. Show Lo vs big big names like Jolin Tsai. And Show Lo won?! Unbelievable. Jay Chou wasn't nominated either. Show Lo happened to be one of the mini host I dunno watchu call it. Anyways, he stood alongside with Stephenie Sun and Leo Ku in presenting winners for some categories. But his English was short and funny.

Nicholas Teo won Favorite Malaysian Artiste... I thought I heard some grammar mistakes while he was giving his thank you speech. "Without you (fans), I wouldn't be stand here!" .... !!!!??? Unless my ears were deceiving me. But the way he spoke in English, it did not sound very fluent. Linkin Park managed to win too~ Wahahahaha~

PC Fair ended yesterday. This year is a record breaking year. I went to PC Fair 3 days straight =_= First day just look look and take brochures. Went to Hall 1 to 5 straight instead of walking from upstairs. Got stuck in that 5 halls for at least 3 hours =.= yuen wong~~~~ 2nd day managed to be wiser, went up to the meeting rooms and ballroom those exhibitions. Bought a 4gb thumbdrive cost RM46, MP3 with built in 2gb for RM179 + FREE 2gb Micro SD. It's 4GB for only RM179~~~~~ bought both from SanDisk. Bought Kaspersky Internet Security software for RM70 (1 user). Eng Hui's sister was working there, so I went to kacau her and bought the thing from her.

I even saw Joe Ee working there~ I think his job was to just escort the Beijing Olympics mascot, the fire/red color one is wat d ah? Huan Huan? Then I saw other former high school classmates like Chou Sien and Wooi Sing. On the 2nd day I bumped into Jin Seng and his gal. He asked me how I came to KLCC and when he knew I drove there he wanted me to send him back. But in the end I had to tell him to take train back because I had to drive mum back too... My car had 4 people inside d (including me). And luckily he went back first because in the end I left KLCC at 8pm. And that 3 days, mum managed to shop at least RM100 in Isetan. RM5 off the parking~ Yesterday the parking was full that one of the entrance (from Jalan Tun Razak way) was closed. Had to enter from the Jalan Ampang entrance. I can say that I can see many stupid Malaysian drivers who do not understand the simple basic traffic rules. DUN STOP AT THE YELLOW BOX! You're blocking other drivers from going thru la... SHIT! You can't go then can't go la. Wait for the next traffic light!

And the funniest thing happened was I was helping Kok Jin to pull his Edifier speakers back and they gave him a trolley as a free gift. So while I was dragging the trolley, 2 Malay girls asked the security guard how to go to PC Fair. Then I was walking in front of them by the time they were facing towards the car park to go to the convention centre. So one of the silly girl started walking and I was pulling the trolley. Eventually, her feet got run over by the trolley that I was pulling~ wahahahahahha XD XD Of course let me cross first then only you walk ma.... ohohohoho~

Gotta go~ Have to clean the floor and care for little baby Bobo~ Gonna have tea with a very old coursemate. Lols~ Go ahead and guess who's that.