Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day people!

I'm a very happy person now, although it might not last long. But it was probably the best Valentine's gift to myself. My heart feels so much lighter now. I think I won't be able to sleep tonite :S Don't know where I got the courage to say so much things tonite. But it certainly feels good.

I think I just screwed up my MGT204 assignment. Shit. I also screwed up for the exam. Double shit now. I just hope it's enough to pass me. Bless me.

So sleepy. Goodnite!

“没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人”

translated: "there is no 100% in a partner, only 50% of two persons"

I was actually touched by this line. It was a pm in my dear Belle Belle's MSN.

Hmm, yesterday's Financial Reporting exam went pretty smooth. I was actually surprised by myself that I was very calm. I wasn't rushing, just doing at a constant pace. But after the exam I only realised I made some careless mistakes (maybe I should have read the exercise notes as well.. argh)... I also saw Sim at the exam hall! The luckiest thing that happened in the exam hall was that there was no electicity! The lights went out not long after the exam begin at 8am. Lecturers had to open the windows so that the light can come in (not to mention some air or else we'll probably suffocate).

Mr Lye stood not far from me. I was actually done with my paper before 10am. By 8.40 I was actually half way through my third question. But I hang on because I didn't wanted to leave my theory questions blank. So he looked at me and gave me his evil smile as usual =_=" Then I was struggling to write how and why is it a Finance Lease. So I looked at him. He came towards me and looked at my answers. I told him softly, "Nah, I only left this". Back to his evil smile then he went behind. Finally I submitted my paper and went to toilet.

Congrats to PK who finally has someone new interested in her. Had to cancel my music class at the last minute (more like hour) because I had stomach aches. Probably something I ate during lunch because I had the urge to go after lunch (before I could even leave the restaurant). So I flew home with PK in the car. Then we went to Leisure Mall to get comics =_=" Kok Jin ate his A&W there. Didn't really liked the outlet there because the food and service wasn't as good as the one in 1U (I think?????) maybe there were lack of customers. So by the end of the day I went to toilet 4 times. And Kok Jin told the music centre that I had food poisoning zzz So he could skip class as well.

Went for a drink with Kai Zun, my neighbor Kai Bin and Bryan. Ai Leng came later during midnite. First time I got a hug from Kai Zun, so I was shocked for a while since I do not get hugs from guys. Since it was a friendly hug, no harm done. We laughed at him because he is going to start Year 1 around 23rd Feb. Kinda curious about his major since his dad is a doctor and he was forced to take up medicine. But now he's gonna do Chemical Engineering. Ah well.... 4 years to complete the course. 26 years old.... hmm.... he was embarrased but he said he didn't mind because it's recession now anyway.

Bryan shoot Kai Zun because he came back to KL for over a month, but he's leaving on Friday, Tuesday only asked us out, what was the meaning of all this! Haha, the funniest part was that I contacted Bryan for the yam cha thing because KZ didn't have his number. Bryan went berserk XD XD Goddamn funny! Then KZ checked his phone and found Bryan's number inside... WAHAHHAA! So we had some photos together. Too bad Shanna's in Puchong. Sigh.... Since Ai Leng came so late, Kai Bin and Kai Zun went for 2nd round with her while me and Bryan had to leave.

Expecting a very important email these few days zzz The interview email is still not sent back to me... I'm kinda scared because I have to submit my assignment on the day of the exam. And worst, the exam is at 12.30pm zzz Hopefully the fella will be VERY KIND enough to reply me by tmr or at least on Friday morning T.T I even sent the fella a reminder email regarding the interview :( Just less than 20 mins to complete the interview, I think it's not too far gua... I better keep my fingers crossed.... Wuwu.....

Valentine's Day is coming in a week's time. Hmm... Sin Ying will probably celebrate with her new bf then.. wakakaka~ As for us, stay at home lo. Maybe watch a movie with Jin.. ohohoho~

I received an sms from Seok Mun, my ol' buddy in Standard 6, saying that she'll be changing number. Seems like she's trying to avoid an old flame of hers. How sad.

Last night I was google-ing for images and suddenly, I missed SailorMoon. My brother's friend still hasn't return my comics yet! And I was even craving for Chiba Mamoru's pictures! Sadly, there wasn't much to offer.

Mamoru - The prince of the Earth kingdom (so handsome in the Manga)

Yes, and thanks to SailorMoon, I started drawing. Even wake up early morning to catch it on tv! Where have all the good ol' days gone to?

Went to KLCC today. I was actually curious what copywriter does for a very long time since it appears in the newspaper's classified section. I only read til the second page, but had the urge of buying the book. Nope, I didn't buy anything in the end. But the marketing, PR and advertising books were tempting me (T-T) Maybe I ought to frequent the bookshop a lil more often.

Today only I know that my cousin was once in the same college as Vin. They might have been coursemates, maybe not. Since my cousin only did a foundation course there. No wonder he had wear formal last time.

I so wanna watch that Wedding Game by Fann Wong and Christopher Lee. Evil Kok Jin watched with his friends d.... wuwu.... The Confessions of A Shopaholic seems interesting. I wonder if Vin would wanna watch :S Since we watched the trailer twice in the cinema. Isla Fisher's character in The Wedding Crashers was kinda scary at first.

Omg~ Kok Jin looks good in formal wear! Dammit... my cute little chubby brother has finally grown up (T-T)

Good Luck?

Omg omg~ this is the 2nd time I'm having what I consider high marks for my assignment~ Yippie~ And it's for a non-accounting subject XD Maybe because I loved the lecturer too much :p The lecturer said that my assignment was good, so I got 74 marks (dammit! format marks got deducted because of in-text referencing). Hopefully this business proposal will land us another 20% at least out of the 30% assessment marks, and if I do relatively well for finals, then a B- would not be hard? :S But the chance is slim... sobsob.... I've never been so active in class. Maybe because I really love the lecturer a lot XD Better study hard then~ yippiie~

Hopefully I'll be able to get at least a B for this sem. So Vin can belanja me makan XD Maybe lately I've been getting Bs... So I have more motivation to study harder. That B+ for MC sure has made my day, and also the B- for MA2.

I finally went to register for the Japanese class that I've been longing to go. Meaning, less time spent at home. Great. So I wouldn't have to be so damn bored at home, stuck doing nothing. But if the students are not enough to open a class, then I'll have to try for other places then. *sad*

Finally gonna meet my Bird Queen tmr~ Yeah yeah~ probably will camwhore lots~

I would like to be a bad-ass girl for a day. Do things that I usually refrain myself from doing because of moral reasons, family reasons. Vandalism could be fun? Make prank calls, ring people's door bells, scratch their cars, break their glasses, steal stuff from shops ...

22 years old this year, by right, it sounded almost like a person can do anything. The fact is that despite being a 22 years old person, I don't feel like an adult. Just a little girl trapped inside a grown up body. Commitments? Responsibilities? Everything is bound by it. Sometimes, they kill the fun in us. We forget our fun side.

I hated growing up. I hated my parents throughout my high school years. Hated mum for scolding me without reasons. Scolded me because I had pimples. Scolded me because a male classmate called the house to ask for homework, thinking the fella wanted to court me ="= Scolded me if I do not take up tuition classes. Scolded me if I got too close to guys.

Reasons:

• Cannot date (until now, at least finished my studies)
• Guys will rape me if I'm the only girl with them
• Guys will take advantage
• I'll get raped
• I'll get raped
• I'll get raped
• I'll become sad and heartbroken
• Will affect my studies if one of the party is still sad over the break up
• Puppy love, no serious and long lasting relationship
• I'll get cheated
• Not safe to hang out with guys because they are evil
• I'll still get raped

Maybe it's for my own good. Tuition was only wasting money since I ended up studying on my own without relying on tuition.

Anyways, Mr Lye's wife thought of sending their kid to Chong Hwa to study. I think I just kinda lan suk with him =.=" I think he used to stay near Ms. Eileen since he said he used to stay at 21/2 miles, then moved to Kepong Manjalara. That's why he chose to teach in HELP coz that's the nearest college.

So sad.... This week is the last week of lectures. Won't be able to attend anymore of Mr Kishen's class..... sob sob sob sob... SOB...

Grown ups are just big kids. Hate them. Makes me think twice of having a family of my own next time. Or I should just live with my Handsome. Feel like moving out of the house and live somewhere far away from them. Or maybe I should just lock myself up in the room and isolate myself from them?

CNY eve is exactly a week away from today~ Feels like time is running short @@" Feelin kinda fed up since I have to do a group assignment. Now I'm wondering what else to add into the assignment. Somemore have to spend the holiday studying for finals, which I think it will not affect me in any way because I don't really spend CNY anyway. Just sit at home and laze around. Now I'm thinking how to spend my sem break.

And most likely not gonna go to Australia anymore. So we'll probably just have a small trip back in the country. Maybe won't be able to go to Taiwan at the end of the year too. Sigh. Another sad thing is that, won't be able to attend Mr Kishen's class anymore SOB!!! My favourite lecturer after Mr Alex and Steven Toh ~.~"

Mr Lye now recognises my name =____=" I also dunno whether it's a good thing or bad thing. During mid-term he looked at me when he has nothing else better to do. Even when he had phone calls, he would stand outside the door and peep inside, and also look at me zzz (maybe because I sat at the 1st row). Then during tutorial class, while we were doing the exercises, he came and ask me why we sat behind =.=" Asked whether we could see the white board or not (actually only I can see, Pk and Ks can't). We were late for class because we had lunch at Miharja, Cheras. Lols~

On A Saturday Morning

To begin with, my cousin brother came to crash at my crib for a few days =_= He was somewhat the black sheep of the family, but my dad sayang him a lot. He informed me on a Thursday afternoon that he would be staying for 3 to 4 days. Told Kok Leong, he was furious. Then he told my mum. Yes, everyone is upset that my cousin bro (who is my neighbor at my new house) who is staying as near as Selayang also wanna come to our house to stay. And now that he's also sick, we're quite concerned that his virus will fill the air. And for your information, he opted to sleep on the couch at nite.

So today morning, at 7.30am my cousin sms-ed me whether I would wanna go for Bak Kut Teh breakfast or not. It was located at Kepong. And I was the driver. I slept about 3am last night, was quite relunctant to wake up, but already nobody layan-ing him at home, so me and Kok Jin just accompany him for breakfast. The first time waking up this early on a non-schooling day (after for many many many months). I couldn't tahan my car so dirty, so I even filled petrol, send for car wash and checked the tyre pressure.

Come home d, online lo (although I'm supposed to get my room all cleared up). Planning to watch Ip Man with Kok Jin asap before the movie is out. I hardly watch movies mind you. Only just recently I started hanging out at the theaters again. Now only noticed I've been watching movie with guys. Mostly with Jin because Eong refused to watch with me when Jin is around, watched once with Jung, twice with Vince. Luckily I have a brother who 'loves' me so much, LOL~ Jin wanna watch 'They Wait' also @@" After Ip Man first la.... then can continue to shop for new year clothes~

My leg numb d @@" tata~