Interesting Findings

I was checking on the internet about blood clot in the brain. Then suddenly under the similiar condition, there was depression. So I clicked onto it, because I'm a depressed person myself... According to http://www.ecureme.com/emyhealth/data/Depression.asp,

Symptoms of depression are:

• General depression
  
• Sadness
  
• Lack of energy
  
• Lowered mood
  
• Hopelessness
  
• Difficulty with concentration
  
• Difficulty making decisions
  
• Anxiety
  
• Sleeping too much
  
• Insomnia
  
• Loss of interest in sex
  
• Change of appetite
  
• Loss of interest in work
  
• Severe depression
  
• Suicidal thoughts
  
• Anorexia
  
• Agitation

I have 11 or 12 symptoms out of the above mentioned 17. What an interesting finding before I head to bed.

If you suspect this condition:
Seek treatment as soon as possible. Depression is a medical illness just like any other, and there is no reason to suffer from it. If you have suicidal thoughts, you need immediate emergency treatment -- it may be life-threatening!

Ok. I'm supposed to online to check my mail because I forgotten the venue for tomorrow's Famine30 training. Sigh. I enjoy the meetings, but General Meeting 3 times a week is CRAZY! Ok, maybe I'm really giving a thought to quit. People start to complain me being too busy d. I also din expect it'll turn out this way. Sorry for all the inconveniences caused. Sigh.... The saddest case would be, on my birthday, I have class from 8am til 6.30pm. And then I will be having my COS weekly Games Group meeting at night. Won't be home in time to celebrate my birthday with family members. Even on the 17th nite also cannot celebrate because I have a goddamn COS General Meeting. Hopefully no meetings during the day. YEC food carnival on 19th Aug somemore. So there's only Monday (day time), Thursday (day time) and Friday(full day) free.

Vin also dulan because I'm too busy to celebrate my birthday with him :( Since he wanna belanja me lunch, but I don't know what to eat. He said no more Sushi Zanmai. And he so damn choosy with food. Sigh... Give me headache on what and where to eat. I'm supposed to go to Dessert's Bar with him tomorrow because they are giving 50% off the menu!! Dammit... And Famine 30 training has to be tomorrow, and written in email.. attendance is COMPULSORY. He damn fed up of me having meetings when he wanna go out with me. I feel awfully bad and sorry to everyone now.

Busy week

Tired. Very very tired.
Haven't been sleeping enough for the past few days.
The Summer Camp organised by the Chinese Cultural Society was nice.
Met some new friends.
I probably see it as another chance to get to know the committees.
They're always having fun.
How envious.

Yesterday my whole day was only about meetings.
Had YEC meeting from 8.30am til 2.00pm.
Then had lunch with Kenny at Sri Hartamas Kim Gary.
By 5.00pm, I'm at HELP's hostel.
Waiting for other group members to arrive.
Had a hard time discussing the proposal and the activity flow.
Our proposal ended up finishing at 10pm something.
Then started to learn the dance moves from Hannah Montana.
Even us having a hard time remembering the dance moves,
I wonder how long will it take for the campers to learn later on.

Most likely we'll be going to Bukit Tinggi to serve~
The logo looks so nice!
Can't wait for the T-shirt printing.

I think I'm starting to fall sick again.
My nose is running again! ="=
I wonder it I got it from Vin's house since his bro had a severe flu case.
His grandaunt say long time din see me. Lol.

Today went to Jack's house since he's also staying near Vin's house.
Omg. His house. Damn rich kid.
His house has so many chairs =,="
Being so rich, he has no internet at home.

People will always be very complicated.
Don't know why.
It's sad to know that the things that you do are not supported by others.
So he chose to ignore the people, and does what he can.
For me, I don't choose sides.
I barely even know these people.
Oh well...

Sleepy sleepy....
Next week is the last week of my sem break.
How sad... :(

Busy Sem Break

Makes me sound like I was very free in my past sem breaks. Ok ok la. Sometimes got work, sometimes stay home, sometimes got holiday. But this sem is unusual. Now I'm having activities in college like every week. Having to attend camps, training sessions, meetings and some club activities. I sound so busy now.

A couple of weeks ago I was asked by Kenny to attend a committee meeting for YEC. Then I thought like since I've got nothing to do, might as well just do him a favor and attend lo. First day of meeting, the damn shuttle bus driver tells the students that his bus cannot have students standing. And he was like whining and saying some stuff la. I couldn't listen clearly because I was on my MP3. So we were trying to get onto the bus. Then suddenly, just when I was about to get up. The driver say, CANNOT COME IN! I went WTF?!

The meeting was at 8am. I was at the bus at 8am. I sms-ed Kenny in advance that I was waiting for the bus. Then I think I heard somebody calling my name but I couldn't see who. Kenny was in the bus. He asked the driver to let me go up. SO nice of him! When I got in, eh, the damn bus still got plenty of seat lo! Can sit like another 10 more people. Then the bus driver said, "Wanna complain? Go complain to the office!"

I was asked to jot down some stuff at the meeting, something like minutes. I wasn't aware that the club doesn't have enough committee members. Suddenly during election of committee, I became secretary. Wah.... =,=" Big responsibility. Kenny say propose that I become secretary after his long observation. What observation? =,= The only thing I did for him was to help him out at the campus tour. He said he saw me joining other activities. I see. I'm getting along with some of the committee with the help of MSN. Walala... the wonders of online communication. One guy actually looked a bit like my cousin who's studying in Monash U at Aus.

Wahh.. Now all the new people that I know are younger than me.. sobsob..... Now I'm getting to know a lot of psychology students. Because of the Chinese Cultural Society (CCS) and their sub-society, Community Outreach Society (COS). The people I know starts from the year borned in 1988, some 1990. So I know some juniors from Foundation, who happened to be March intakes as well. Yeah~ I feel so old :(

Happy sem-break to me. Hope I have time for the long overdue paintball game ;(

Secrets of My Birthdate? *LOL*

You were born on 18th of August 1987.

:: Romantic
:: Idealistic and need a reason to be happy.
:: Strong Family bond are important to them.
:: Their decisions are driven by their emotion.
:: Like to help and take care others.
:: Loyal and a good teacher.
:: Love musics.
:: Loyal to those who are serious in relationship.
:: Need to learn what can and can't change.

Famous people that share your personalities : Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn.


A quiz from Facebook. Hmm... probably true to a certain degree.

Freedom~

AS USUAL, before I start answering my essay questions, I will state out some points on the question paper. Normal right? So as I was brainstorming.. so-called la... I automatically started drawing on the question paper. It was within the 1st half an hour. Probably 15 mins or so.

Suddenly, this お婆さん (obaasan) stood in front of me and told me, "This is an exam, why are you drawing?" with a serious look =,= Can you mind your business and I'll mind mine? As long as I'm not cheating, why would you bother if I'm drawing or answering the questions? After all the exam is 3 hours, not 1 hour.

The commotion that she stirred left me with stares and glares from other exam candidates. Hello aunty, this is the exam hall. Don't disturb the peace la. So I kindly told her, with a smile, that drawing helps to calm me down and it's part of my brainstorming. I'm not sure if she heard because I'm down with the flu now. So most likely my voice is distorted already.

Then Miss Chitra was looking at me also. Then smiled. Scary. Then when the exam was about to end then Mr Lye came in. Then he also looked at me with his usual sly face and his sly grim. Then he asked me whether I was sitting for Accounting Theory paper. He seemed to be looking for a student, maybe.

Finally. The end of the semester. Happy sem-break to me.


Took Bobo to Vin's house yesterday. Thought we could have Wiley and Bowie playing together. But, mana tau... Wiley was so fierce! Before Bobo can even touched him, Wiley's already on self-defence mode d. Then the butt itchy Vin kept disturbing Wiley with Bobo. Letting Wiley making those "psssst... pssst!!" sound. His grandma also complained about him LOL. Then finally we put Bobo in the toilet. And then because Bobo was out of sight for a moment, Wiley was back to his normal cuddly face. He is so cute that he showed us his sad kitten cat eyes. OMG. So freaking cute~.~ Like the Puss in Boots from Shrek. He damn know how to act cute XD

精辩--第二届精英杯全国中学话语辩论比赛 - 1st day

In case you're wondering, what the heck am I writing in my title, it simply means - 2nd (national) Chinese debate competition organized by HELP's very own Chinese Cultural Society (CCS). So-called HELP Cup (it's written like this in Chinese).

Although most of the competing schools are from Chinese Independent schools, there are also some government schools like SMK Taman S.E.A., SMK Seri Sentosa, SMK Seri Saujana, SMK Kepong Baru, SMK Taman Desa. There are a few gov schools I left out because I don't know the BM wordings for it. And there are some very weird school names like 大城堡 (Big Castle). How am I to translate for this? SMK Castle Besar wahahahaha... paiseh, forgotten the BM word for castle. Another government school is 吉隆坡公教中学 (Catholic High School?) and 新民国民型中学。

We have participating Chinese schools like 新山宽柔中学 (Johor Bahru Foon Yew High School), 宽柔中学古来分校，吉隆坡坤成中学 (KL Kuen Cheng High School), 吉隆坡循人中学 (KL Tsun Jin High School), 吉隆坡中华独中 (KL Chong Hwa High School), 马六甲培风中学, 霹雳育才独中，芙蓉中华独中，居銮独中，巴生滨华独中，吉隆坡尊孔独中，吉兰丹中华独中，森美兰芙蓉振华中学，巴生光华独中，巴株吧辖华仁独中，大山脚日新独中。

Today I'm lucky because I managed to witness my high school CHKL (group B.. din get to watch group A in action) competing in the final round of the day. They were against 华仁独中。It was quite fascinating since I've never attended any live debate competitions before. I'm the cameraman for today (and tmr). But the bad side about this two teams is that they did not interact with each other that much (in terms of turning the opposition's points against them) but instead they hang on to each of their point of view on the subject. So the judges said that there wasn't any "fireworks" and it turned cold instead (this sentence damn cold). Damn a lot of history facts and I don't know much of its origins, wahaha, hate history!

The first round that I watched was quite interesting as it was JB Foon Yew (not Kulai) vs KL Kuen Cheng. Equally good and the debators are so cute!! I also watched SMK Taman S.E.A. vs Tsun Jin High School. Tsun Jin won in the end but their points actually weren't as good as Taman S.E.A but because of their inability to actually further elaborate and also give more examples. Some of the gov schools have good points but they failed their part in either stating the main point too late (almost finishing baru they say their main point), talk too slow (they still got time to give intro, bell rang the minute they wanna enter the main point) or they weren't fluent while giving their points (wasted some time trying to say the right word or pronunciation or rephrase a few times). Taman S.E.A.'s debators were quite agressive especially the boys (except for one, he's only form 2).

So most of the contestants are so young!! They are like only in their Form2 or Form 3! I talked to the representative from Tmn SEA, she said coz the seniors wanna give the young ones a try.

Time for bed. Looking forward to tmr's Pre match! Yippie~~ Qualifying round consisted of 32 teams (not 32 schools). Tmr will have 16 teams. Then Sunday would be the semi finals and finals. Damn excited!! yippie~~~ Have to bring 2 cams to college.

Random Thoughts

What a shitty MA3 paper. I got what I wished for, but I forgotten the answers! Shame on me.



Damn I miss those Sum41 songs! The Hell Song is playing in my head now.



After Wednesday, I'm free to go find my cute lil' son Wiley.



Maybe can even take mum go to Connaught night market.



Hmm, have to remind myself to read up those books during sem break.



July come so soon after that.



Maybe might go to Bon Odori with fellow Japanese Language classmates. Maybe only.



Should remind myself to download Tal Bachman songs. Love his version of She's So High and When She Sleeps.



I wanna go bowling and badminton and cycling. Play water as well.



Want to speed but I have to cut down on my petrol expenses. Poor.



I hate guys.

I'm a quiet person at heart. Nobody believed. LOL.

Talking a lot became a habit after I entered college.

I'm still a shy person who needs time to get warmed up.

I think my English grammar is deteriorating.

Sigh.

I think I've talk too much nonsense.

I always talk out of the topic.

For the first time I hear people telling me that I'm a smart person.

Wow.

This is my first semester in college being so interactive in classes.

First time lecturers remembering my name.

First time being asked many times to answer questions in tutorial.

First time taking the new students for a campus tour. Totally calm.

In college for 4 years (coming to 5).

Oh sigh.

Old already.

Happy graduating people :)

A day with Wiley

First of all, I managed to pass the Community Outreach Society (COS) interview, and I'm now a member of 2009 COS 4th Batch XD A lil' intro on COS. Basically, it's the Projek Langkawi sponsored by MCA. Members of COS would choose a Chinese-based Kampung Baru (新村 / xin cun) or new village (for a direct translation). The meeting was yesterday.

I had to leave the meeting early (supposed to have a little discussion with our respective group members and supervisor) because Vin (I think he is very anxious~ so am I) wants to take our (ok la.. actually is his. I'm just the kai ma) little Wiley to go for vacination and deworming. But we went to the Petsmore outlet in Connaught and bought some cat stuff like litter crystals (instead of sand), cat shampoo, a toy rat (not many choices to choose from) and a Salmon treat for it. I really doubt that Wiley can even appreciate treats because he's only like 1+ month. Damn small and sibeh cute XD

The vet says that Wiley is in good health, yeah~ so Connaught has vet and petshop, good. We don't even need to travel to Taman Segar, although it's also near his house. One road out and we reach Leisure Mall d ="=

So went back to his house, cut Wiley's nails. At first he did the cutting and I try to hold Wiley down. But Wiley was struggling badly and crying non-stop. So I just sat on the floor and he was on the couch, either watching tv or researching on cat training/maintenance. He let me do the nail cutting. Said I was so slow in cutting Wiley's nail. When I first cut the nail Wiley was quiet. He was wondering why Wiley was so quiet. LOL. Maybe he's jealous XD

Then not long later Wiley was making noise again. I just let him go walk around then held him again to cut his nails. Suddenly, I smelled something stinky then I checked if Wiley pooped. Nothing in sight, so I continue to cut. I dunno izzit because I cut his nail too deep, then suddenly he was screaming giler (not his usual cry!) then there was foul odor.

OMG =.= really deep shit. Wiley pooped on my skirt ~!@#$%^&*() Vin's grandma was at the dining area preparing the vegetables. But I think she did not notice the poop on my skirt. I screamed "VINCENT!!!!" Then he just looked down from the sofa. Told him to get tissues for me. And he was laughing frantically. He asked me if I needed any shorts to change. Stupid thing kept asking me if if the poop is really stinky !@#$%^&

So I stayed in the toilet busy cleaning off the poo. Sigh. And he only washed Wiley's butt. And busy laughing in the meantime. Kept teasing me that Wiley will poo on me again. WTH? By the time I finished cleaning my skirt, it looked like I've actually pee-d on my skirt except that the front of my skirt is wet instead of the back zzz

His grandaunt and grandmother are damn funny ladies! His grandaunt/姨婆/yi po kept asking Vin why take the kitten to the vet din take the grandmother along to give her injection. His grandmother asked, "You think what? I'm some sort of animal ah?" His grandaunt replied,"You're a female pig" LOL!! Then the grandaunt kept talking about giving injections to the grandmother. Since grandaunt is skinny and grandma is fat, grandaunt kept saying give herself a "fat injection" and give the grandma a "skinny injection". Damn cold.

Vin offered me his grandma/grandaunt (forgotten who cooked) tom yum fried meehoon. I was thinking, shit, I don't even eat tomyam. But since he scooped out for me and even asked me whether if I eat bean sprouts (he knows I hate vege and tries to force me to eat more vege). Not long later, his brother finally came out from the computer room and asked where's the remaning tomyam fried meehoon. Actually I didn't hear what his brother asked grandma one. It was Vin who told me. No wonder his brother and grandma looked at me (somemore used finger and point at me). I also feel paiseh because I know his brother is going for Accounting tuition (Vin say his brother dun even know basic double entry).

Actually I damn paiseh to stay in his house for so long since his whole family is there. No wonder he's always telling me house very crowded, don't let me enter to house even if I wanna borrow toilet zzz Yesterday only I realised I'm just as tall as him mum. I thought she was shorter since she's small size and I always see her from far. His father tall and has a big tummy. Vin even asked me how come his dad din call me salesgirl anymore.

Vin also very obtuse one. When we were in the car, he asked me if I had anything to do at nite. I said no besides going home to sleep. Then he din say anything after that.Then during the evening in the house, my cousin bro called me up and asked me if I wanna watch movie which starts at 9pm since my brother finishes tuition at 7.20pm. I said ok lo. So we decided to watch Wolverine. Then when I hang up baru that Vin ask me izzit I'm gonna watch movie and with whom I'm gonna watch with. Then only he say,"Then cannot watch Night At The Museum 2 d lo?" I told him if he wants I can cancel the movie date with my cousin and my bro and watch with him instead since until 6.15pm I was still at his house. He said nvm and will watch on Monday. Sampat thing.

And thanks to Kerinchi Link, from HELP to Connaught is only 20 mins away. Paying a total of RM2.00 for 2 tolls.

this is wiley

Phew~ Finally, no more assignments for this sem. And sadly, Shenba's Acc302 mid-term is on Thursday! Boooo.... Acc301 and Acc304 have already finished the syllabus, just left Shenba's I suppose.

Yesterday was supposed to be a day for me to sleep after submitting the assignment since Selva was on his Vietnam teaching trip. But Steven Liew had to have replacement on this day zzz. So we had a class photo, how nice! But the girls were all standing in front of me. What is wrong with them? As if like the other side dun have space for them to stand. So I ended up standing at the back with Hoong Sheng and I had to stand on my tip-toe zzz. Maybe I should have sat with the lecturer after all, sigh. The last chapter is very difficult and critical.

So after class went to watch Star Trek with Vin at Leisure Mall. Only had shared portion of popcorn and coke for lunch. Din really had the appetitte to eat anything, maybe because I'm too tired. Actually I've already watched Star Trek with Shanna and her cousin, ZenXiong aka Henry in 1U last Saturday. Even before that Shinjuku I've watched with Jin, then watched one more round with Vin in Pavillion. Poor thing din managed to watch his K-20 because it was either showing at the time we're having classes or it's late night, which I couldn't go out at all :(

Kok Leong should be coming back today from his Redang-Perhentian-Lang Tengah 3days-2nights trip. His stupid Bobo is giving me a hard time to sleep, considering my bed is small and I have books and jackets on my bed. And all Bobo did was busy walking and biting his milk bone in the middle of the night when I've already off the lights. His nails are making a of noise ="= And at 5.30am he was begging me to carry him up onto the bed to sleep. Maybe he didn't like the floor afterall.

My guitar teacher has started preparing me and Kok Jin for next year's Grade 3 exam which is held on April, and Grade 5 on August. Kok Jin can do better than me, because he practices more than me and he has the advantage of playing guitar. What's that that he has but I don't?

Longer fingers.

So he doesn't have much difficulty reaching frets. Unlike me, my fingers break d also may not reach that particular note or fret. ="=

Where Did She Gone To?

Today went to college slightly early because I had a lunch appointment with Howe Lann, my high school fren. So, before lunch I went to main block to read up the Corporate Accounting textbook on Chapter 3. Then smsed Sim Wei whether she had finished reading the stupid chapter zzz She called me up instead and told me she'll come find me since she wants to come back to main block. Then we read for awhile then Yuan Khai called her and met her up. So the 3 of us were "reading". Then Howe Lann called saying that he's coming for lunch d. So I asked Yuan Khai and Sim Wei to join us for lunch.

Suddenly, upon leaving, Yuan Khai asked me if both of them join us for lunch, would they be disturbing (aka light bulb) us. WTF... even Sim Wei also asked similiar question. NO! He already has a gf ZZZ It's because so happen he's now currently working in CIMB at Millennium Tower, just to do audit work. He's actually working for PwC now, as an auditor of course, and the client is CIMB. So he asked when was I free for lunch. And since Yuan Khai was also classmates with me and Howe Lann back in high school, so there was no problem. Only Sim Wei la... since they've never been in the same class.

So we were chatting during lunch at Pizza Hut. Then we were talking about some other high school frens. Since most of them have already graduated (and do not keep in touch with them), so Yuan Khai asked Howe Lann if he knew anybody working in PwC as well. Then we were talking about this girl in high school who used to be a bully.

Sim Wei: eh, which Luah Wei Ying you're talking about?
Me: neh, the one who was in the same class as you and me back in Form 1.
Sim Wei: oh, she was my primary school classmate! she got bully you ah?
Me: got, she bully me in Form 2! she asked me to write the history report all by myself and she will be in charge of finding info (the info could be easily found and also borrowed from others to photostat)
Sim Wei: she bully me in Form 1.
Me: really?!
Sim Wei: I thought she transfer out after Form 1. why she like to bully ppl one? she so babai like tht... I din see her during Form 2
Me: nola, she was in the same class as me in Form 2, and she sat next to me!
Howe Lann: I thought she left after Form 2. cos I din see her after that~
Me: she was in class 311 (Form 3 - 11th class)
Yuan Khai: she was in the same class as me in Form 5.
Howe Lann: huh? you were in the same class as her ah?
Me: did she study Form 6 ah?
(silent..)
Me: OH! she got study Form 6~ neh, she got pak tor with Kah Hon!
Sim Wei: haha, why nobody can remember her?

So, we've just solved the mystery.

And another mystery was solved today! Previously, I was reading those advertising magazine called Media Focus. I enjoy reading it because I get to check what food/restaurants/cafes available in Kepong (mainly). Of course, it doesn't talk only about food but also like hair saloons and also diet/slimming products and services.

So I came across at the slimming product for the Nano tech something something... and I noticed this particular girl who looks just like the girl in my Corporate Accounting class! At first I did not know her name. Then during the coming weeks (or maybe days) I overheard her name. Then I referred to the new issue of Media Focus again... Then her name tallied with the name in the ad.

After attending the MIA talk on Qualification Exam (QE) me, Hoong Sheng and Sim Wei were waiting for the bus. Before that I was talking to Victor, then only I approached the both of them. Then Sim Wei jokingly say, Come! we talk bad about ppl~

Straight to the point, they were refering the to girl I've just mention. And then Hoong Sheng said that she went on diet before because she appeared in the ad. He even asked her personally. He damn bat gong. I also paiseh to ask, girls and weight issues, a bit pantang la (especially since I'm not even close to her, got chit-chat a little bit onli).

Today Sim Wei asked whether anybody wanted to join me and her for horror movie - Coming Soon~~ Most of the girls scared to watch ghost movie, then Sherly said she watched with her fren. Classic horror movie, a must watch! She screamed in the cinema LOL!!! We just laughed at her. So today's movie appointment is still pending~~

Hopefully Vin will watch his K-20 on Friday @@ so choosy ="= Luckily yesterday I din overslept and left house early to have lunch with him zzz If not gonna complain that I'm late again. And warned me not to run into his college to return him money wahahahaha.... Coz that day went to makan Korean food with him in Desa Sri Hartamas, he paid the bills first. Then after sending him home then only I realised I forgotten to return him the money. He say I can return the next time we meet. Then when he took off his shoes d then only I run to his house and pass him the money. So yesterday's lunch money I forgotten to return him money again zzz Hutang him a lot of money zzz lost count.

He bought books online and his bill came to RM141, another RM9 then he can have the shipping fees FOC. Then he asked me if I had any books to buy. Since it was only RM9, I thought just buy something cheap.

But I don't know what do I want to buy. Then I was thinking only of manga. Then he replied got Manga you can buy. Asked him how come he knows, lol~ Then he wanted to go to sleep d, kept asking me to hurry up.

Then I was actually looking at marketing books. When he knew about it, he asked me how come I'm not looking at comics? Actually I don't know comic fall under which category LOL~ But I didn't wanted to buy comics from the beginning because it was not only expensive but also because it was in English version ="= I'm already used to having Chinese translated comics. And it only costs me RM4.50 or RM5 per book or even 3 books for RM10. And with membership card, I also have 20% off.

But he sent me the comic link anyway. So end up in a dilemma because there were 2 marketing books on Advertising that interests me @@ Then he was shocked again coz I decided to buy marketing book. I asked for his opinion, which book should I choose? The one which cost RM70 or the one RM40 (rounded up the figures). He said he was also in a dilemma coz both books were interesting. So ended up choosing the cheaper one. Then he sent me the review he found in Amazon.com. I told him I don't want books that are too thin. So settled with that cheaper book.

Sigh~

Finally finished midterm~ hopefully just manage to pass for now ="= sigh....

From now me and my brothers have no connections with the family's business anymore. Dad has been trying to pull out from the company for 2 years (according to mum). By the time if me or/and my brothers take over then my cousins would have held most of the money to themselves (and the company might go haywire). If like that, better during the break I go work... or else... I'll be stingy for now XD Meaning I can't be bai kah lui d ="= education fees cannot claim from company anymore.

Just now played GB. Kena gang bang badly ="= what the heck....Just beginning of the game only I've become the opposition team's target. Either 3 vs me or 2 vs me =.= Or else I'm situation between two oppositions =.= Shit.

Happy Birthday Bird Queen~

Argh~!

OMG =.= I just screwed up an easy paper for midterm.... sob sob sob.... NO thanks to NPV and payback period.... shoot! Hopefully I'll be able to score at least of the marks in the short essay part, din really studied ="= Was busy daydreaming and lagi best Kok Jin bought comics home~ Then chit-chat with Vin... =.= called me dumb because of some table lamp and rat topic.

Anyways.... back to the topic.. darn I had to rewrite because suddenly my previous stuff all just disappeared... Shit. This paper that I'm talking about is actually Management Accounting 3. Selva had an extra packet of those Nescafe 3-in-1 coffee, then he passed to me to "belanja" me... is that a bribe for lecturer's evaluation? HAhaha, just kidding because the evaluation was done weeks ago :( Had to turn down the offer because I have a fatal "attraction" to coffee. Damn funny Selva's reaction after he knew I'm not able to consume coffee.

This Friday have to sit for Accounting Theory exam. Shit. Lots of questions to read thru. Damn scared. Imagine have to do some research in order to support my answers. Lecturer say coz theory is plain boring, may not understand what we're actually writing, asked us to put in some example, no matter it's grandma story, grandpa story, mother story, father story, own story, sad story =.=" Can relate then he'll give us marks! Real or not? Why Accounting Theory became Story Telling?

As for my Final Fantasy X XD XD XD I'm just one flight away from Sin yippi~~~ Meaning I can finally finish off the story! But Jin asked me to do some training at Omega Ruins... Damn frustrating when I've finally leveled up so many and got the items then I just died like that on the way to saving game... SOB....Kill my mood. Then I just off the game.

This Saturday is the Annual Trekathon for Sports Carnival 2009~ Hopefully there won't be any rain :S

First time eating in Tony Roma's. Very filling because there was a large portion of fries. My fish and fries - I was full after finishing 3 fish fillets =.=" Had to force myself to finish up the coleslaw. Was very unwilling to eat it because I tasted celery inside. Yucks =.="

I seriously hate people who has got so many of kai gor, kai mui these sorts of relationship. What the heck you need so many for? You've got your own sibblings. Isn't that enough? ~!@#$%^&* Sien.. And damn dulan people who cannot be independent for once. It's not that scary to do things alone, k?

Taken (starring Liam Neeson) isn't too bad. Basically the movie is about human trafficking. Damn scary after watching it. The lesson to be learned is... girls shouldn't travel alone. Even if we do, we should NEVER EVER put our trust in the hands of some foreigners that you've just met. Do not even bother to share a cab with them whether they have good or bad intentions (eg. cab fare is expensive if one person pays) and do not reveal anything about yourself (the place you're gonna be staying) and not to forget - do not take up their invitation to attend any sort of party. Or else... you'll be kidnapped from your hotel room/apartment, get drugged and end up a sex worker. So be EXTRA careful.

There was an accident at Jalan Kinabalu today. I saw a guy lying on the ground with paramedics and policemen surrounding him. He looks dead to me. I could be wrong. Maybe he's just unconscious.

Omg~ I am finally starting my Japanese class this Thursday night @@" And I can return the RM10 to the consultant (I don't even know... 顾问/gu wen/gu man is consultant, is it not?) When he called me he asked me whether I can guess who is he, actually I had his image in my mind but I've forgotten his name.. too gan jiong... So I asked him who is he lols. I think he has forgotten that my canto sucked because when we talked face to face we spoke in mandarin. Luckily can speak nicely in simple canto.. walala~

Yippie~ after 2 and half days of hard training, I have finally defeated Yunalesca in FF10. Yesterday already playing until trying to get into Sin but since have to go to Jusco, so just off the game.. sigh... Hopefully will be able to complete the game. Then I can go back to playing my FF8 and FF7 =.=" Kok Leong got a PSP with a free "R U Orginal" shirt and without a free game =.='' wth... He wanted FFVII: Crisis Core. Since the outlet was out of stock. Sigh... Kok Jin says there's a new Nintendo DS Lite coming out @@" So won't be getting my hands on it anytime soon. Sad.

Wanna go to Taman Pertanian again! So fun (and torturing) cycling down the slope and have ice cream and 100 plus after cycling under the burning hot sun and going up the slope O.O" Thank god I did not fell down if not my mum is gonna kill me for having additional scars on my leg. Unfortunately, some of the girls (maybe 2 or 3) fell from their bikes. Can't remember when was the last time I actually went for cycling. 10 of us in a group. Pk couldn't come as she was "going thru tough times" if you know what I mean. We got lost going to and coming back from Taman Pertanian. I think we even went onto the Guthrie Highway =.='' Had my GPS on and Seow Boon checked how far from our current destination to Kota Damansara. Then when we almost reached Kota Damansara d, Anne Kee asked Sin Ying to U-turn and go through the other way (going back all the way to Bandar Utama). Went to so many yuen wong lou =.=" And since Pk couldn't go, we can't have picnic. So sad. (Actually Ks told me Pk say the Johor girls very weird, so she wasn't close to them. Aiyor, we attend classes together, so we got closer to them ma... And not the first time Pk see them or talk to them also. So during lunch in Sri Emas, when we were happily discussing about picnic, Seow Boon volunteered to prepare some food. Then Pk stared at Seow Boon and suddenly say... she will make. Then SB said anything lo, let Pk make and kept quiet and eat her food. Turned out... Pk also din go... poor picnic....)

Gotta save money from now on. Since Mr Vin has expensive taste and this year's he's gonna be 21, so... =.= Shall belanja him at the Japanese restaurant that he has been dying to try. Maybe even before his birthday we've already dined in there. Since he doesn't even wanna wait for his results to release baru makan. Why are guys so impatient =.= Tsk. Went to Pavilion twice with him, two times also he told me he wanna try Kampachi. Then asked me to belanja, and gave me a confirmation that the bill will not be 3 figures. Funny thing is that whenever we're in the bookstore, he walked pass me and couldn't see me =.=" Then ended up calling me asking where I am.

Happy 4th Anniversary to the people I've known in Foundation~ Whether or not we are close to one another, happy knowing you~ Things that we do that made people angry or whatever drama that went on. It's already in the past. So let's move on and cheers~ (''.)

Happy Happy

My god... The results for last semester has finally released... Luckily for Asian Entrepreneurship I got a super lucky B-. I was so worried because I wasn't doing good during the finals. Luckily I managed to pass... Phew... what a relief... Thank you Mr. Kishen~ I love you so much! XD XD XD I shall hide your photo inside my phone as well.... The financial reporting that I retake last sem also got a B-~ oh... work harder for Year 3.. hiup!

Yesterday pick Vin up from his house. The evil thing woke up at 12pm and just finished brushing his teeth when I told him I've arrived. I tried to get some eye shut in the car since I slept at 4 something due to thinking too much during bedtime =_=" Vin got in the car and told me he slept at 4am because the mosquito kacau him... LOL~ Funny fella since I did not say I agreed to go out with him in MSN.

So we for lunch... I was starving since I woke up since 10 something and tht fella happily slept til noon... Take him go to bank and then went for ban mee at Taynton. He told me that ban mee was famous and I didn't know until he showed me the way. Last time I ate there once when I was still working for G2. I ordered everything opposite of what he ordered. Kon lou vs qing tong, iced leung shui vs hot leung shui. (I ordered the latter)

Then we were slightly lost while finding our way to Jalan Tun Tan Cheng Lock since I wasn't sure of the road to S&M Shopping Arcade centre. Suddenly. A turning does make a lot of difference =.=" So we found it and got ourselves a parking. The parking lot was kinda creepy, dim lights and the slope to go do the next level was so small and sudden. Not to mention even the parking space is small. The stairway was dirty and stinky. I feel so disgusted to walk since there are plenty of unidentified stains. Took the lift to level 3 and ta-daa~ destination.

I hung out at the comic shop while Vin went to get his Xbox. Then there were insufficient games to choose from, Vin agreed to wait and hang around until the additional stock arrive. We were walking in many circles in order to pass time. Went into some of the shops and look at the cd and talked about games and animes. Vin kept looking at his watch and then just when we decided to go back to the shop to request for game testing, then the stock arrived d. Selected his games and he wanted a particular game so badly because can play piano. But lucky for him behind this shop was another game shop and they had the cd. For the first time I saw Vin's handwriting. Even Soo Wen's handwriting was nicer to read.

And the most funniest thing was when we arrived at his house, he asked me to drive my car "butt" facing his gate so that he can carry his xbox down more efficiently (this one is a lazy person's excuse.. dun wanna walk so much)... wth... He even tested me whether I know the exact way to his house or not =.=" Yerr... He say let me touch the Xbox, in the end also din even invite me to open ceremony the Xbox with him... wuwu.... ungrateful thing.

Vin's new nickname : Putera Lilin

Kok Leong bought PSP today! Grr... me and Jin saving money to buy Nintendo DS... oh no.... Better not let Pk and Sin Ying know.. later come to the house just to play that =.="

On Valentine's

Wow, within two days I've bumped into a lot of people. I consider it's a lot la...

13th Feb at Mid Valley
- Form 2 classmate Yih Der
- Primary school gang Jin Seng and his girl

14th Feb at Monorail and Low Yat
- RO fellow gamer Pcomet/Hong Ann from Pahang (monorail) > he probably forgotten about me but I kept staring at him and he saw me as well... too bad then, I think I met him during form 5?
- Leon, my ex-supervisor from G2
- Yit Meng's 2nd elder sister

Leon and Yit Xian (dunno her english name) appeared just a few seconds in between @.@"

Spent half the day with my cousins. Firstly we went to The Ship to have lunch. First time go in already left me some bad images. Then accompanied my cousin bro to Low Yat to register for his P1 W1max a/c. After that again helped him to choose a router for his modem. Then we went for a drink of soya bean and head to the arcade in Low Yat.

Jalan Ipoh was so jam. I took at least 30 mins to reach my cousin's house. And since his neighbor organised a Valentine's Day dinner, my cousin insisted that I join in with Kok Jin. I refused at first because I'm not yet their neighbors coz I haven't moved into the new neighborhood yet. But anyway my cousin told my mum that I will follow him for dinner.

I felt so embarrased to come uninvited but went to greet the owners anyway. The nice uncle and aunty asked me to go ahead and eat after knowing that I would be their future neighbors. Had luk luk for dinner. Their eldest daughter only aged 15 is even taller than me =_=" Definitely at least 165cm. Then helped my cousin sis with her maths topic - Logarithm, a topic that I myself could not understand at all during form 3 (and even went tuition for it but since only I don't know in the class, so I gave up) can now understand after just by reading the darn examples. Wtf... And I even forgotten that we only started using scientific calculators in Form 4. I asked my cousin to pass me her calculator. Paiseh.... Maths isn't that bad suddenly. Just for this moment only. Felt that it was easier than accounting zzz

Saw a lot of Malays today. Doing all the crazy stuff in public. So wu liao.

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day people!

I'm a very happy person now, although it might not last long. But it was probably the best Valentine's gift to myself. My heart feels so much lighter now. I think I won't be able to sleep tonite :S Don't know where I got the courage to say so much things tonite. But it certainly feels good.

I think I just screwed up my MGT204 assignment. Shit. I also screwed up for the exam. Double shit now. I just hope it's enough to pass me. Bless me.

So sleepy. Goodnite!

“没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人”

translated: "there is no 100% in a partner, only 50% of two persons"

I was actually touched by this line. It was a pm in my dear Belle Belle's MSN.

Hmm, yesterday's Financial Reporting exam went pretty smooth. I was actually surprised by myself that I was very calm. I wasn't rushing, just doing at a constant pace. But after the exam I only realised I made some careless mistakes (maybe I should have read the exercise notes as well.. argh)... I also saw Sim at the exam hall! The luckiest thing that happened in the exam hall was that there was no electicity! The lights went out not long after the exam begin at 8am. Lecturers had to open the windows so that the light can come in (not to mention some air or else we'll probably suffocate).

Mr Lye stood not far from me. I was actually done with my paper before 10am. By 8.40 I was actually half way through my third question. But I hang on because I didn't wanted to leave my theory questions blank. So he looked at me and gave me his evil smile as usual =_=" Then I was struggling to write how and why is it a Finance Lease. So I looked at him. He came towards me and looked at my answers. I told him softly, "Nah, I only left this". Back to his evil smile then he went behind. Finally I submitted my paper and went to toilet.

Congrats to PK who finally has someone new interested in her. Had to cancel my music class at the last minute (more like hour) because I had stomach aches. Probably something I ate during lunch because I had the urge to go after lunch (before I could even leave the restaurant). So I flew home with PK in the car. Then we went to Leisure Mall to get comics =_=" Kok Jin ate his A&W there. Didn't really liked the outlet there because the food and service wasn't as good as the one in 1U (I think?????) maybe there were lack of customers. So by the end of the day I went to toilet 4 times. And Kok Jin told the music centre that I had food poisoning zzz So he could skip class as well.

Went for a drink with Kai Zun, my neighbor Kai Bin and Bryan. Ai Leng came later during midnite. First time I got a hug from Kai Zun, so I was shocked for a while since I do not get hugs from guys. Since it was a friendly hug, no harm done. We laughed at him because he is going to start Year 1 around 23rd Feb. Kinda curious about his major since his dad is a doctor and he was forced to take up medicine. But now he's gonna do Chemical Engineering. Ah well.... 4 years to complete the course. 26 years old.... hmm.... he was embarrased but he said he didn't mind because it's recession now anyway.

Bryan shoot Kai Zun because he came back to KL for over a month, but he's leaving on Friday, Tuesday only asked us out, what was the meaning of all this! Haha, the funniest part was that I contacted Bryan for the yam cha thing because KZ didn't have his number. Bryan went berserk XD XD Goddamn funny! Then KZ checked his phone and found Bryan's number inside... WAHAHHAA! So we had some photos together. Too bad Shanna's in Puchong. Sigh.... Since Ai Leng came so late, Kai Bin and Kai Zun went for 2nd round with her while me and Bryan had to leave.

Expecting a very important email these few days zzz The interview email is still not sent back to me... I'm kinda scared because I have to submit my assignment on the day of the exam. And worst, the exam is at 12.30pm zzz Hopefully the fella will be VERY KIND enough to reply me by tmr or at least on Friday morning T.T I even sent the fella a reminder email regarding the interview :( Just less than 20 mins to complete the interview, I think it's not too far gua... I better keep my fingers crossed.... Wuwu.....

Valentine's Day is coming in a week's time. Hmm... Sin Ying will probably celebrate with her new bf then.. wakakaka~ As for us, stay at home lo. Maybe watch a movie with Jin.. ohohoho~

I received an sms from Seok Mun, my ol' buddy in Standard 6, saying that she'll be changing number. Seems like she's trying to avoid an old flame of hers. How sad.

Last night I was google-ing for images and suddenly, I missed SailorMoon. My brother's friend still hasn't return my comics yet! And I was even craving for Chiba Mamoru's pictures! Sadly, there wasn't much to offer.

Mamoru - The prince of the Earth kingdom (so handsome in the Manga)

Yes, and thanks to SailorMoon, I started drawing. Even wake up early morning to catch it on tv! Where have all the good ol' days gone to?

Went to KLCC today. I was actually curious what copywriter does for a very long time since it appears in the newspaper's classified section. I only read til the second page, but had the urge of buying the book. Nope, I didn't buy anything in the end. But the marketing, PR and advertising books were tempting me (T-T) Maybe I ought to frequent the bookshop a lil more often.

Today only I know that my cousin was once in the same college as Vin. They might have been coursemates, maybe not. Since my cousin only did a foundation course there. No wonder he had wear formal last time.

I so wanna watch that Wedding Game by Fann Wong and Christopher Lee. Evil Kok Jin watched with his friends d.... wuwu.... The Confessions of A Shopaholic seems interesting. I wonder if Vin would wanna watch :S Since we watched the trailer twice in the cinema. Isla Fisher's character in The Wedding Crashers was kinda scary at first.

Omg~ Kok Jin looks good in formal wear! Dammit... my cute little chubby brother has finally grown up (T-T)

Good Luck?

Omg omg~ this is the 2nd time I'm having what I consider high marks for my assignment~ Yippie~ And it's for a non-accounting subject XD Maybe because I loved the lecturer too much :p The lecturer said that my assignment was good, so I got 74 marks (dammit! format marks got deducted because of in-text referencing). Hopefully this business proposal will land us another 20% at least out of the 30% assessment marks, and if I do relatively well for finals, then a B- would not be hard? :S But the chance is slim... sobsob.... I've never been so active in class. Maybe because I really love the lecturer a lot XD Better study hard then~ yippiie~

Hopefully I'll be able to get at least a B for this sem. So Vin can belanja me makan XD Maybe lately I've been getting Bs... So I have more motivation to study harder. That B+ for MC sure has made my day, and also the B- for MA2.

I finally went to register for the Japanese class that I've been longing to go. Meaning, less time spent at home. Great. So I wouldn't have to be so damn bored at home, stuck doing nothing. But if the students are not enough to open a class, then I'll have to try for other places then. *sad*

Finally gonna meet my Bird Queen tmr~ Yeah yeah~ probably will camwhore lots~